Heartaches - The Process

All I had faded away
And I watched the whole process from shining colours to fading grey
But I'll carry on, I'll carry on
Because you thought me to be me and I've got plenty of love left
From all you gave me when you were here
And I know
I know we will meet again so until then I'll just wait here
On this cold earth

I'll carry on, on my own

No one can ever replace you
Because you were all I had
So you can sell my soul to the devil
Because it's useless since the day you disappeared
And now I'm just a wreck sinking in the depths

And every day I wish that I will see you again
Just a glimpse of your silhouette
And feel the warmth I haven't felt for so many years
You showed me love that no one can ever give me again
And I swear to you that I'll carry it with me

No one can ever replace you
Because you were all I had
So you can sell my soul to the devil
Because it's useless since the day you disappeared
And now I'm just a wreck sinking in the depths

Even if I try to carry on I can't lie and say that I am that strong I were before
I can't find home anymore, because nothing feels like home without you
And sometimes I just feel like a leaf floating around in the sea with no directions towards nothing
And then I realise that this pain will never end

You build my strength but I need you to guide me once again
To the place were I belong

Guide me home, guide me home!

And the only thing that could give me some calm is the cigarette smoke down my lungs
But even they will kill me in the end
In the end

Guide me home, guide me home!
Guide me home, guide me home!