Heartaches - I Will Never Exist

I don't want to feel anymore

Drag me down to the sea
So I just can float away (float away)
Let me sink and wear away into the depths
Forget all the pain from the depression I have
Inside of me
Why is it so hard to feel alive
I need something to rebuild myself again

I will never ever exist
Will I ever feel alive or will this all run to seed
Nothing can save me from all this but me
'Cause I can't believe in something that I can't see
In something that I can't see

I'm surrounded by cold hearts and empty eyes
With nothing to fear and nothing left to lose
I'm weightless
Weightless in my own miserable skin
Losing sight of who I am
Losing my self-esteem
I'll keep standing here on the edge
Alone in the dark

I will never ever exist
Will I ever feel alive or will this all run to seed
Nothing can save me from all this but me
'Cause I can't believe in something that I can't see

Trapped inside my own thoughts
Longing for liberty
Trapped inside my own thoughts
Longing for my last breath
Enough is enough I'm done
I'm fucking done with all this shit
Longing for that light at the end
At the end of the tunnel

I don't want to feel anymore
So let me be careless before I motherfucking crack

I'll set it all on fire if a have to!
If a have to!

Trapped inside my own thoughts
Longing for liberty
Trapped inside my own thoughts
Longing for my last breath

I will never exist
I will never exist